The Oscars: the morning after
ChloĆ© Zhao accepts the best director Oscar for “Nomadland” CNN photo Something unusual happened to me this year in the run-up to the Academy Awards. I lost interest. Always before, ever since I was a kid jumping up and down on the couch in anticipation of Hollywood's big night, the excitement was palpable. That in itself was strange since even as a kid, something inside me knew it was all make-believe. Once I grew up and followed a career where reviewing movies was part of the job description, the make-believe part didn't go away … I just had to take it seriously. Very seriously. Especially at Oscar time. This year that didn't happen. It was partly an accident of timing. I had seen most of the contenders last fall and over the holidays, getting special access to screeners and links because of my membership in the Hawaii Film Critics Society. By the time I launched this blog to talk about them several months later, they weren't nearly as vivid in my me